Ill hit you with pointy objects

It's complicated?

2006-10-03T05:58:42Z

I've never known imatuarity quite like this. It didn't cross my mind that I'd have to look at livejournal to find out if I still had a girlfriend or not. How old are we now? This was done so gracefully. I won't lie and say this makes any sense to me whatsoever, cause it doesn't. But I also won't lie and say im suprised. Who would've thought I would need to look at facebook for our relationship status. Excuse me? FACEBOOK? I guess I'll keep hanging on to every bulletin (wow) and entry (what?) in order to see whats going on. So I can only ask you to please keep updating your personal websites, cause they sure are coming in handy lately. I'm glad we are so honest and open with eachother. I'm not exactly sure what love is, but I'm pretty sure you don't do this to people you love.

P.S.- Break or break up or comlpicated, your actions count. Know that this time.

mattpack @ 2005-08-13T12:18:00

2005-08-13T16:24:51Z

TWO YEARS

2 years ago on this i day i made the best decision of my life. Thank you Ariana for being my best friend,and the cutest and funniest person i know.

I love you

mattpack @ 2005-08-02T11:19:00

2005-08-02T15:20:07Z

1 01 82071100 WEB DESIGN 1 PEMBROKE PINES CHARTER HIGH
1 02 13013600 KEYBOARD I PEMBROKE PINES CHARTER HIGH
1 03 21063100 AMER GOVT PEMBROKE PINES CHARTER HIGH
1 04 10014000 ENG IV PEMBROKE PINES CHARTER HIGH
1 05 12023400 PRE-CALCULUS PEMBROKE PINES CHARTER HIGH
1 06 21073000 PSYCHOLOGY I PEMBROKE PINES CHARTER HIGH

can someone tell me what lunch i have please???!?!?!?!

mattpack @ 2005-06-15T02:52:00

2005-06-15T06:56:17Z

Lemme just say this. When you come home at 2 in the morning and your favorite person in the whole world comes and sees you, you light up. You feel something in your stomach and it just brings a smile to your face. When looking at someone can do this, you know you have something. And yes, things get rough and messed up, but in the end if you pull through it, it was all worth it. I can honestly say that no one else could ever do this to me. I love you.

22 Months

mattpack @ 2005-05-05T14:45:00

2005-05-05T18:46:14Z

For anyone who wants to hear jordans voice

www.purevolume.com/jordancarver

I have alot of memories of you

2005-05-03T21:30:27Z

Bye Jordan

-Matt

mattpack @ 2005-04-14T19:35:00

2005-04-14T23:38:12Z

this honestly makes me cry:

mattpack @ 2005-04-11T16:31:00

2005-04-11T20:36:26Z

this is to piss off people who smoke. Your gay. Your a loser. Find something better to do with your time. Soo theres these hookah bars or something where you go smoke tobacco out of a bong. Wow thats really sweet. Good use of time. Lets smoke and screw up our lungs soo we can feel "relaxed". These people need to get some morals. Theres nothing grosser then smoking/drinking.

Is there anyone out there who doesnt smoke or drink???!!?

Im pissed cause my original plans tonight got screwed up! Dammit i wanted to be a faggot.

why i hate midgets

2005-03-17T14:55:01Z

TRUE STORY: i remember when i used to skate at sfx there was this song called like "little midget" or something it talked about this midget who would like steal stuff or whatever, and how he would even take your girlfriend. And ryan and i would always laugh at it and stuff. Never in my wildest dreams would i imagine it happeneing for real, but it did. A midget stole my gf, it sounds funny but its actually quite upsetting. Its worse that she wont tell me, but she makes it obvious enough i mean, the ignoring when i ask her about it, the blocking me when i asked her about it and lying saying her dad was using the computer yet she was talking to the midget. I especially like the part where shes like " i wont talk to him anymore i dont care about him" and then she continues talking to him and when i ask her why she cant stop talking to him she doesnt know what to say and blocks me. If she just told me i wouldnt have to think about it 24/7. But she wont. All shell say is "its my life let me do what i want" i guess that makes it clear tho. Ill miss her alot. It was a long realationship a long time in the making, sucks its over.

THE FUNNIEST THING EVER

2004-09-04T17:52:53Z

right now listen right now nownowonwnownownownowno!

http://www.purevolume.com/bucketsouthindustries

"ready to bite your head off and poop down your throat"

mattpack @ 2004-09-03T15:57:00

2004-09-03T22:57:53Z

i will gut you and hang you with your own intestines.

sweet

mattpack @ 2004-09-03T13:44:00

2004-09-03T20:45:28Z

i want a time machine and a knife and ill go back and time and slit about 7 kids throats.

p.s-ill make sure the knife is dull.

One year

2004-08-13T17:18:32Z

Its Ariana and I's one year today.That just feels amazing to say, everything went by soo fast and it was soo great. This is just the first of many many more years together. I love you Ariana, your the best thing i could have hoped for and your all i want. I love you.

school

2004-08-10T17:40:33Z

1 21003100 AMER HISTORY
1 10013700 ENG III
1 12003300 ALGEBRA II
1 02003100 COMPU APPLI I
1 01043200 DRAW/PAINT I
1 20033400 CHEMISTRY I

now that just sucks, i hate school, i really hope i have lunch with at least one person i know!

mattpack @ 2004-08-05T11:34:00

2004-08-05T18:35:12Z

i dislike everything.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2004-07-27T17:55:50Z

On this day 16 years ago at 2:41 in the morning hours, the cutest and most amazing thing to ever live was born. And her name was ARIANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i love her. Thank god for her parents and thank god for them moving her over here, so i could meet her. Chance, i think not. I will be with her for every birthday she ever has. Happy birthday ARIANA!!!

yea

2004-05-29T02:54:57Z

she makes me feel like im the worst thing that ever happened to her

9 MONTHS!!!!

2004-05-13T19:34:16Z

Ariana and I have been going out for nine months!!!!
I love you Ariana, your the best girlfriend ever!

8 months!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-04-13T20:00:42Z

Me and Mimi are in love ,and today is our 8 month anniversary! MIMI i love you soo much you are the best thing that ever happened to me, and i thank god for putting you on this earth, and also for placing you right next door. Thank you for being the best girlfriend i could ever imagine having ,and thank you for sticking through with me, i know sometimes i can suck. But i love you and we love eachother, and we will for a very long time!

I LOVE MIMI!!!!!

worst thing

2004-04-05T20:26:22Z

Thirteen is the worst most cheap movie my eyes have ever seen. Im soo mad im going to spill honey combs on the floor!!And then im goign to go on one of those spin things at the park and scream. I love Ariana!

This is what MiMi said:

2004-01-08T03:32:03Z

blinkfrk24: lol no see the thing is... with everything that girls have shown me.. i dont believe that anymore
blinkfrk24: its fine :-)
blinkfrk24: being single isnt so bad
K is forr Kiss: yeh man you pimp it
K is forr Kiss: but not all girls are the same
K is forr Kiss: like me!
K is forr Kiss: matthew ross
blinkfrk24: all the ones i have met are tho, so i guess until i meet one that is different then ill have the same opinion
K is forr Kiss: is my soulmate and the onyl person i wann be with for the rest of my life
blinkfrk24: yeah please dont tell me that cause it will just depress me more :-)
K is forr Kiss: i sorry

My girlfriend loves me

I love you

2003-11-03T20:06:11Z

Wow sometimes i am soo stupid. Mimi im sorry im stupid sometimes. I know you care about me. Im just negative alot, you know that. But im sorry. I want you to know that i think you are an amazing person, girlfriend, friend, and everything. Honestly i am soo lucky to be able to have you, when i think about it, i feel so lucky, and special. I love you.

Ehem...

2003-10-15T01:59:24Z

Man gee sometimes i just want to jump on her she is soo amazingly beautiful aahhh

byebyeybeebyybebye

MIMI

2003-10-14T21:20:38Z

Another update? YEA. I know i am negative no one has to tell me that. Im just scared. Cuase i want so bad for everything to be perfect and i know it cant but i want it to be. And mimi if you read the last entry i dont want you to feel bad or anything cuase if thats the way you feel, and your not ready to say its ok even though sometimes its wierd for me!!!! ive said it million times, say it when you mean it with all your heart. Just know that you have mine.

mattpack @ 2003-10-14T16:30:00

2003-10-14T20:59:47Z

I dont even know what im feeling right now. Why is it this time your afraid, why is it that you dont look at me(or think) of me in that way.What am i doing wrong? I wish you could take me seroiusly sometimes. Its like everything i do is funny or soemthing, even when i dont want to be. Your the only person im ever serious with and it sucks thats you laugh or think its funny. I really dont think you know how i feel about you, i think you dont realize,and i wish you would. I AM NOT GOING TO HURT YOU. And i just think sometimes why is that im the one out of your relationships your afraid of. I almost feel like its not fair sometimes. I mean i thought it would be easier for you than this, but i guess its cuase you had a person in between the first time you liked me and now. I didnt have anyone and i didnt want anyone else, and i still liked you more than you knew, i think thats why it was so easy for me to fall soo hard for you, and its my fualt for assuming that it goes both ways. Im defentily gonna stop doing that. When im with you i swear i feel it and i am so happy cuase i always think you feel it to, but at the end of the day its like i feel like maybe im not that special, i feel like sometimes you dont even know why you cant say it. And someitmes i think that maybe "im afraid" is another way of saying " i dont know whats wrong, i thought i would feel it but i dont" READ THIS PART FIRST: IM NOT TYPING THIS JUST SO YOU READ IT, I ACTUALLY DONT REALLY WANT TO START ANYTHING AGAIN, CUASE WE ALWAYS HAVE THESE CONVERSATIONS.AND I THINK SOMETIMES WHEN I SAY STUFF LIKE THIS IT ACTUALLY HURTS OUR RELATIONSHIP. THIS IS REALLY FOR ME, TO GET MY FEELINGS OUT.

MIMI IF YOU ONLY REALIZED HOW MUCH I CARED